Digital Abstract Series
“I killed the Mockingbird- A very personal affair.”
As an automatist artist, inspiration comes and goes. Some series will be composed of few pieces and others will have several. I go with the flow, because with thoughts, I achieve nothing. It is only when I am at peace, quiet mind, interiorized, with a pure heart, that creation arises. I could never recreate any of my artworks, they come from the absence of thoughts, the non-conceptualized part, they are expressions of the soul.
This series came about after searching for answers to a very personal blockage in my heart. With meditation and prayers, answers were provided to my soul, and I was finally able to put this person to rest. I was deeply hurt by this woman when I was just a pure-hearted adolescent. She was still blocking me at 55 years old. Hence, “I killed the mockingbird…"
Once I realized and comprehended this, I took to play with digital painting, and these pieces came to life. This is a large series. Several pieces have been created and the inspiration is still present. They express this new freedom from a destructive energy that was still hurting me several years after the event.
You see, when you judge someone, you hurt that person deeply, sometimes for life. But what you should know, is by doing so, you hurt yourself even more. You create a karma for yourself that will not go away until you make amends. What you do to others, you do to yourself.